2008年9月23日星期二

Better in Time

It's been a while since my last post here. I've been more or less missing it, believe it or not.

Had the long-awaited surgery last Thursday. It was done in a way that was like I just had a sound sleep and the doctors hadn't even started yet. When I woke up, I just felt extremely thirsty and dizzy. Then stiffness and pain in the incision area gradually came to grab me. When I saw myself managing to get off the bed and trying to walk, clumsily, I should admit that I somewhat had underestimated the influences the surgery would have upon my life.

Anyway, after several days' attempts and struggles (and I believe I'm still doing so), I've gradually gotten used to the post-surgery lifestyle. It is of course not graceful or desirable. I am a human after all. However, as long as the problem that has been troubling me for years will be killed, no matter how big the pains will be, they will be worth it.

I should thank Nian and both families of ours. Without your love, I couldn't have faced it, so bravely.

When I was staying in the hospital, I saw Leona Lewis' MV "better in time". In an instant, I got hooked up with this beautiful song. Put it here, just hope I will be better in time, with all your love.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NdluY1vMD2Y

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Unknown 说...

When Changchang was born

there was pain

and painful joyness

that heals the past

He will lead us to be better